英语翻译“我自己最清楚,自己有几斤几两”；“我也不想总是否定自己,但是现在我只能如此”

英语翻译
“我自己最清楚,自己有几斤几两”；
“我也不想总是否定自己,但是现在我只能如此”

I konw who I am clearly.
I also don't want to be negative to myself,but this is what I can do right now.
有不明白的可以问我
再问： 谢谢哦！英语翻译真让我头痛的……那么请问这个怎么翻译比较好呢？有点长呢：“曾一度不相信爱情，后来看到身边的例子，发现原来我还是相信爱情的，只是不再相信会有人像你那样喜欢我对我好了，也再也不会遇到像你一般品性的人了”
再答： There is one time that I didn't believe in love. Then I saw some examples around me, which made me discover that I still trusted love, but there is no one who will like me or be good to me like you. And I would never meet a person have a persomality like you.