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In the end , I am enduring the painness in my heart, but no one can understand.

I just want to love you for my whole life. But i know , you are not belong to me ,your world is no

t belong to me .

I hope to lose my memory,disappearing in your world. But i find is impossible .

I feel breathless each time when i am thinking about you .

You are my besy lover , 89 .

I become so numb , so tired .

最后，没有人能懂我心里所忍受的痛苦

我只想用我的一生去爱你 但是我知道 你不属于我

你的世界不属于我

我希望自己可以失忆 在你的世界中消失 但是我发现这是不可能的

当我想你的时候感觉窒息

你是我的爱 89

我变的麻木 如此的疲倦