请帮我用英语翻译下 谢谢

鬼鬼叫我去看10月10日在日本举行的F1赛车比赛...我知道该不该去...我该怎么办?

我该去吗?不过心理想想还是想去...因为她10月份就要回上海了...鬼鬼是我初恋女友...当年也是她放弃我的...但是她也说了要和我复合...但是我现在不想谈恋爱了...想一个人带一下...我去的话她会乱想吗?会想我已经答应她了吗?我该怎么办?

Ghosts call I go to see Japan in October of F1 racing... I know this shouldn't go to... What should I do?

Should I go to? But the psychological or want to think. Because she will return to Shanghai in October. My first girlfriend ghosts is... When she give me... But she also said to and I composite... But now I don't love... Think of a person with... I think she should go? Would I have promised her? What should I do?