英语翻译2009年9月11的下午,我做了我认为我这辈子都不会做的一件事情,为了一个男人,去求他留下.我尽然也可以这么卑微

英语翻译
2009年9月11的下午,我做了我认为我这辈子都不会做的一件事情,为了一个男人,去求他留下.我尽然也可以这么卑微的去求一个男人,我真的为自己感到可悲.一直到我们搬出来住的这么半个多月以来.我发现了,原来我们不合适,我们都是好强的人.同时我也是一个喜欢周围的人都以我为中心的人
这真的是一个错误.我们或许该分开.而他真的是个疯狂的人,脾气来了会乱砸东西.那天砸了好多东西.让我觉得好寒心啊.伤心.痛心 ..
当然我也有坏脾气了,.哎..性格不合吧,也或许是我们压力太大.学业太重.你的十几块软件堆在那.我也有一大堆画和海报要做 .好累.但是心更累.
我感觉到了,我们应该不会像我们所想象的那般美好.有未来?
因为我知道.自从我们那天那样大吵之后一切都变了.你也没一再那样的迁就我了.9月15号 .也不知道又发什么疯了.像一个失去灵魂的人一样..一致的步伐.没有表情的你.走在街上.怎么叫你也不听.你也不愿和我多说一句话.不看我一眼.我有多伤心吗.那个时候其实我多么的想丢下你一个人.但是我没有.感觉陪你走了很久很久.你还是不说话.打电话叫来你朋友.你有了变化..呵 .我发现我比不上你朋友.记得那晚折腾到凌晨4点才休息.你跟我一样 .以自我为中心.
我做全了我认为不会发生在我身上的事 .低声下气求你回家.求你吃饭.求你睡觉.我还发现现在只要我一大声说话那么你就会变的我无法挽回的地步.会一发不可收拾的发疯.有时想.我真是受够了.我甚至在想,有一天我也会不会像电视讲的那样.为了一个男人自杀.或者怎样 ,.哎.恐怖得想法.
呼呼.一切都变了.回不过去了.顺其自然吧.是我自己选择的.现在只希望我们能永远的心平气和的下去.好好经营我们的家 .过我们的小日子.
虽然也许会有变质的那一天.但是我还是希望我们是幸福的.

September 2009 11 afternoon,I did in this life I think I will not do a thing,for a man to seek him to stay.I think so could be so humble to seek a man,I really To feel sad.until we moved out to live in such a fortnight since.I found the original but not to us,we are all good strong people.At the same time I am also a favorite of people around the person-centered
This really is a mistake.We may have the separation.But he really is a crazy person would be chaos temper came Zadong Xi.Smashed a lot of things that day.It makes me feel good chilling ah.!Sad.Sad ..
Of course,I also have a bad temper,and.Hey ..personality clashes bar,!Perhaps it is too much pressure on us.School too.Your 10 a few pieces of software stack on that.I also have a lot of paintings and posters to be done.Good tired.But the mind is exhausting.is not it?
I felt that we should not as we imagine is so beautiful.There is the future?No bar.
Because I know that.Ever since we did that day,after an argument with everything has changed.You have no kind of accommodating me again and again .9月15号.Do not know what the crazy hair again.Like a lost soul,like the same ..pace.there is no expression of you.walking in the street.how call you would not listen.you did not want me to say a word.do not look at me one.I do how sad.that time,in fact,I think of how leave you alone.But I did not.Zouliaohenjiu accompany you feel for a long time.You still do not speak.Call summoned your friend...Oh you have changed.I find myself not as your friend.Remember the night before toss to 4:00休息.You like me.Self-centered.
I did all what I think will not happen to me thing.Humbly ask you to go home.Ask you to eat.Ask you to sleep.I also found that one out loud as soon as I speak now then you'll change the point where I can not save.will rage out of control crazy.sometimes I'd like.I really had enough.I even think that one day I would not like a TV talk as.To a man committed suicide.or what.hey.terrorism was the idea.
Kick into gear.Everything has changed.Back is not passed.Let it go.Is my own choice.I only hope that we can go on forever calm.Good business our home.Before we lead an easy life.Please?
While there may be deterioration of that day.But I still hope that we are happy.