把下列的汉语句子翻译成英语````作为母亲，我知道无法弥补多年来对你未尽的义务，我努力过，挣扎过。

但是都无济于事。妈妈只想盼着你快快长大，长大了你就会站在妈妈眼前，了却我一生对你的缺憾。可我错了，我觉得自己太可笑了，你尽然仇恨我，为什么？为什么?妈妈没有错，妈妈一直努力地赚钱，苦苦的等待。难道就是这种结局？孩子，你受到了什么样的教育方式？是你爸爸，他根本不是个称职的父亲，他把我最后一丝希望也毁灭的如此残忍。我连对你经济上的给予都无法实现，我真的很失败。

As a mother, I knew I couldn't make up to you for years without obligations, I tried, struggle. But to no avail. Mom just wanted to wish you grow up quickly, grew up you will stand in front of my life, at mom to you be short of regret. But I was wrong, I feel laughable, you exactly hatred I, why? Why? Mother not wrong, mother always hard to earn money, struggling to wait. Was it the end? Children, you get what kind of education method? Is your father, he won't be a better father, he brought me a glimmer of hope also destroys the final so cruel. I give to your economic all cannot achieve, I really fail.

But avail to nothing. mother just want to look forward to you grow up quickly, you'll be standing in front of mother, with all my life for your support. but i am wrong, i feel so funny, you do then, why? why do you hate me? mom didn't, mother's trying to make money, the waiting. is this the boy, you got? what kind of education? is your father, he is not a good father, he took my last hope and

All those never work . All that mom hopes is looking you grow up fast and fast.The moment you grow up a man ,you'll understand my apologies standing in front of me .Ironically,I have been totally wrong-you actually hate me . BUT WHY? Why am I wrong? Mom takes pains with work to earn money not for this ending. My child, what have you been educated on earth ? Is it because your father? IN fact,It's your father who lacks responsibility ,who have ruined my the last and the only hope-you! I'm even unable to give you enough help in respect of material .Truly sorry for my incapability.... 前三楼的回答都有语法错误。（说实话）

As a mother, I know you can not make up for deficiencies on the obligation over the years, I worked hard and struggled. but to no avail. Mom just expecting you to grow up, grow up you will stand in front of her mother and gained a deficiency of my life for you. But I was wrong, I feel ridiculous, you necessarily hate me, why? Why? nothing wrong with my mother, my mother has been working to make money, hard to wait. Is that such an outcome? Child, you are what kind of education? Is your father, he is not a competent father, and he is also my last hope so cruel destruction. I could not even give you the economic can not be realized, I really fail. 希望我的回答能帮助到你~