I can not invent a painless

Two days ago in one thing, I now think it is very difficult to remain in one minute of time I lost all the things I can to explain how the efforts to hope, but in the end that will be futile! I did not think of how the Bangeduoyue live in the moment to stop all disappeared! He is such a me, he is really tough on me then?

两天前，有一件事，我现在觉得很困难，留在一时间我失去了所有的事情，我可以解释有多么努力去希望，但最终将是徒劳的！我想不到半个多月如何活下去，所有都消失了！他是这样的我，他真的对我残忍吗？