麻烦翻译一段文章啊 ~~~~要标准的！！

Today one of my students asked me to translate a letter for her. I can tell from the girl's expression and her words that she has once been so naughty that she has made some mistakes, now she has grown up and becomes mature enough to make her own decision and live a life by herself. However, something happened in the past has deeply impressed her which keeps her thinking about it all the time. Her words also tell that she is not very happy now. Just as the letter said, "I am sure ... but I have to get used to the terrible life...", which is definitely not as expected. I controlled myself and kept calm while I told her how to express her idea clearly and correctly. I was thinking about how the receiver would feel when he received the letter. Would he feel happy and grateful, or just treat it as a common gift from one of his old friends, or whatever... I was thinking about it while the girl anxiously told me what she wanted to say. The end of the letter was really surpring and heart-broken. It has been a long time for me to feel so sad and troubled by such a trifle. At that time I could see the complicated expressions and feel some sort of strong feelings in her deep heart, which made me scared surprised, moved and depressed. I could not wait to finish the oral work and rushed back. However, things turned out to be not so easy. Although I have tried to change some things, it turns out to be useless. I stay awake now and all of the thoughts break out like a sudden flood that I cannot escape from. I am thinking of the girl, her expression, her feeling, her words,and so on. I don't know how it come about that I am so caring for such a little thing. But it do happens! It reminded me a lot. I am always trying my best to make myself be realistic and get my life in order, no matter how difficult it seems to be, I am always trying and finally make it.

今天，我的一个学生问我翻译了她的信。我可以告诉这名女孩的表情和她的话，她曾经如此调皮，她犯了一些错误，现在她已经长大了，变得成熟，足以使她自己的决定，靠自己的生活。然而，这在过去发生了深刻的印象，她是不停的讨论这是她思考的时间。她的话还告诉大家，她不是很开心。正如信中说，“我相信...但我必须习惯的可怕的生活...",绝对不正常。我控制住了自己，保持冷静，而我告诉她如何表达自己的想法清楚正确。我在思考如何接收的感受时，他收到了这封信。他是否感到高兴和满足，或只把它从他的老朋友，还是一个普通的礼物什么...我在考虑这个问题，而女孩焦急地告诉我，她想说的话。该信最后真的surpring和伤心。这一直是我很长时间才能感受到这种小事非常伤心和不安。当时我就看到了复杂的表现形式和某种强烈的感情，她觉得深心，使我害怕惊讶，感动和沮丧。我不能等待完成口头的工作和赶回。然而，事情被证明是不那么容易。虽然我曾试图改变一些东西，原来是没有用的。本人保持清醒，现在所有的想法一样突然中断洪水，我不能逃脱出来。我想到的是女孩，她的表情，她的感觉，她的话，等等。我不知道如何来对我如此这样的小东西关怀。但它不发生！它提醒我很多东西。我总是尽我所能，使自己面对现实，并且为了让我的生活中，无论多么困难，这似乎是，我总是想，终于使它。