英语翻译Are you happy because of my sadness,I was die and finish

英语翻译
Are you happy because of my sadness,
I was die and finished after you,
what is matter love like killing,
Maybe because of my weakness front of my murder.
One day will pass and my passion of this love will finish,
leave the place of sadness and put instead of it a smile,
Because I didn't forget you,
I didn't slept even one night.
I accept that after you I can't see like you,
I accept that after you I can't see my self too,
I accept that my loss is so big and nothing in my hands,
I haven't any objection,
I was watining I trust you.

可翻译为：Are you happy because of my sadness,是否因我悲伤而欣喜
I was die and finished after you,紧跟在你身后不言馁
what is matter !love like killing,何种问题尚不明 如同杀戮般凶残
Maybe because of my weakness front of my murder.或许只因谋杀之前的虚弱
One day will pass and my passion of this love will finish,总有一天 那份爱之热情便会了结
leave the place of sadness and put instead of it a smile,离去悲伤之地 以言笑抹过
Because I didn't forget you,只因无法忘却你
I didn't slept even one night.彻夜缠绵未入眠
I accept that after you I can't see like you,心明世上唯你般珍贵
I accept that after you I can't see my self too,心明世上唯你般明智
I accept that my loss is so big and nothing in my hands,心明我此刻一无所有
I haven't any objection,未曾有过异议
I was watining I trust you.静等只为那份信仰