幫忙翻译成英文，謝谢！

習惯難受，習惯思念，習惯等待，慢慢的習惯用英文寫心情，只是不想讓太多人知道我過得如此悲哀……

Habit, habits, slowly, waiting for the habit of custom written in English, but don't let mood that too many people know me so sad...

Is used to receives, is used to missing, is used to the waiting, the habitually used English mood slowly, does not only want too many people to know me so sorrowfully ......

Habit, habits, slowly, waiting for the habit of custom written in English, but don't let mood that too many people know me so sad...

they aye always my habits to fell sad ,to miss you and to wait ,writing my fellings in english slowly becomes my habit ,only not to tell so much people that I live so sad