except such as gave me pain 如何分析?

except such as gave me pain 如何分析?
原句如下：
Dear Bosie,After long and fruitless waiting I have determined to write to you myself,as much for your sake as for mine,as I would not like to think that I had passed through two long years of
imprisonment without ever having received a single line from you,or any news or message even,except such as gave me pain.
except such as gave me pain 很怪,是不是中间省略了一些词语?如果补充完整的话应该是怎样的呢?

在网上搜到了,这个应该是王尔德的狱中记,第一章的开头：
亲爱的波茜：在经过漫长徒劳的等待之后,我决定亲自给你写信,这既是为了
你的缘故,也是为了我,我不愿想到在我被监禁的这漫长的两年里,除了使我痛苦的消息外,却得不到你的只言片语.
仔细看翻译就会发现完整的话应该是such as any news or messages that had gave me pain

正好我需要