《最后一次等待》英文版谁知道？

姜育恒的散文诗

The last of the waiting. ?
It was the last time that I'd wait for you, but at last you never came, although I know what might be on your mind, I started drinking alone in this small bar, I would have been sad whether you came or not. 8 years, uhh? Are you still the same? Yes,I wanted to see you again but really I wanted to know if you were doing OK and if happiness was with you. For afterall, you were the first love of my life. >?
It was raining outside and the rain sounded so cold on the winter night, one more drink? OK. Yet the drinks that burnt my throat became the story of our past, each in my mind, cystalized. If we hadn't parted that year, would we still be in love today? Life allows no "what-ifs" and there is no going back to the beginning, maybe maybe it is the best for the both of us.v
It was getting late, and I have to leave but as I left the place,but I felt that I had left behind all we had ever shared, love, hatred and our youth. This is the last time that I'd wait for you, and it was the best that you never came, maybe it was the best for both of us...it was the best, it was the best...

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