帮我翻译下面的话

骗自己还存在 泪水却始终没有断 命中注定 没有你的未来

什么都别说 我不想懂 终于明白 自己一直是一个小丑

[帮我翻译成英语] 我要最标准的语法。 谢谢

Cheat myself it still exist .The tears of flow .doomed without you in the future. Don't say anything ,I don't want to know finally i konw myself as a joke

Lying to myself it's still there, but tears never stopped... Destined to have a life without you... Say no more, I don't want to understand... Finally realized, I have always been a clown...

Deceive themselves there has never been broken tears, your future is not predestined

Do not say I do not want to understand everything finally came to understand their own has always been a clown