单身的我 既不想爱，又情不自禁的去想，或许白天还能呈过去，可一到了傍晚再到了夜晚，尤其又是只身在外，那种孤单 寂寞 无助的忧伤感再也忍不住了，一下子再一次爆发出来。我就是这样 不希望别人知道 在同事眼里我是一个活蹦乱跳的西皮笑脸的大男孩儿，有谁知道背后的我，每当朋友们提前自己的感情问题时，我总装起一副若无其事的样子，其实内心深处一次又一次的被针刺着。
我很害怕 害怕它再伤我，一遍又一遍的告诉自己要把它看淡点 看平常点，可现在已经淡到会让她心灰意冷的地步了，我真的害怕
如今我开始喜欢夜晚，因为在漆黑的夜里时，我才是我自己，在这时能把自己的情感完全发泄出来，也不会有人看到，也学会了怎么麻醉自己，把忧伤的泪水擦掉 然后习惯性的带着遗憾和感慨闭上眼睛，慢慢的什么也不想，至到脑子真的一片漆黑
迈克尔 杰克逊的 <you are not alone> 已经成为我的安眠曲了，
Another day has gone 又一日过往
I'm still all alone 我依然孤单
How could this be 怎会如此？
You're not here with me 你不在我的身边
You never said goodbye 你从不说再见
Someone tell me why 谁能告诉我因缘
Did you have to go 你真得走吗？
And leave my world so cold 我的世界一片凄凉
Everyday I sit and ask myself 每天坐下来问自己
How did love slip away 爱情怎会远离
Something whispers in my ear and says 冥冥之中有人贴耳低语：
That you are not alone 你并不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though you're far away 不管你多远
I am here to stay 我守候在天边
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though we're far apart 不管天涯海角
You're always in my heart 你在我心间
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
'Lone, 'lone 孤单啊孤单
Why, 'lone 为什么 孤单
Just the other night 几天前的晚上
I thought I heard you cry 我想我听到了你哭泣
Asking me to come 呼唤我的到来
And hold you in my arms 紧拥你在怀间
I can hear your prayers 我听到了你的祈愿
Your burdens I will bear 我愿肩承你的负担
But first I need your hand 但先得执子之手
Then forever can begin 方能偕老白头
Everyday I sit and ask myself 每天坐下来问自己
How did love slip away 爱情怎会远离
Something whispers in my ear and says 冥冥之中有人贴耳低语：
That you are not alone 你并不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though you're far away 不管你多远
I am here to stay 我守候在天边
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though we're far apart 不管天涯海角
You're always in my heart 你在我心间
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
Whisper three words 说出那三个字（我爱你）
and I'll come runnin' 我将飞奔而来
And girl you know that I'll be there 情人啊，我会常在你身边
I'll be there 常在你身边
That you are not alone 你不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though you're far away 不管你多远
I am here to stay 我守候在天边
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though we're far apart 不管天涯海角
You're always in my heart 你在我心间
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
That you are not alone 你不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though you're far away 不管你多远
I am here to stay 我守候在天边
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
For I am here with you 我永伴你身旁
Though we're far apart 不管天涯海角
You're always in my heart 你在我心间
But you are not alone 你不会孤单
你不会孤单……