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I am desperate to abandon all,

only for and you, but I work with,

and pay in exchange, is what gradually,

stranger in the mirror?

Gradually, stiff smile?

Gradually, pale face?

I go from here,

我不顾一切地放弃所有，
只有你，但是我工作的，
作为交换，支付，是逐步，
在镜子陌生人？
渐渐地，僵硬的微笑？
渐渐地，苍白的脸？
从这里我去，