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稻草，我这个稻草真失败，咱们中国古语有句话叫救命的稻草，而我呢？呵呵，失败！你曾经说要这个，要那个，我现在在干什么？我在想办法给你实现，原因是，只想让咱俩幸福，而现在呢？你在做什么?还认为我的伤疤不够么？我不疼么？疼啊!真的很疼，为什么还要在我的伤口上撒盐，累了，心累，被爱情伤的体无完肤，真的很疼，为什么啊？我为你改变的还不多么？呵呵，还有两个月，2009年12月28日，我的二十三岁生日，那时候我的故事将会从此落下帷幕，对不起，祝你快乐

Grass, for straw I am really fail, let's Chinese saying Help straw, but me? Oh, Failure! Have you ever talking about this, to that,what am I doing now? I try to give you realize, because I just want to let us happy, but now? What are you doing? Also think that my scar is not enough? Don't hurt ? Tenga! Really hurt, why in my doubly tired, your heart is tired, and was injured severely by love, really hurt, why? Am I changed haven't enough? Oh, there are two months, December 28, 2009, my 23-year-old birthday, when my story will be concluded from this, I am sorry, I wish you happy.

Straw and my straw really failed, there goes a Chinese saying Lifesaving straw, but me? Oh, It's a Failure! Have you ever talking about this, to that, what I am doing now? I try to make it realize, because I just want to let we both happy, but now? What are you doing? Do you think that my scar is not painful enough ? I was hurt badly ? Tenga! Really painful, why tired in my doubly, your heart is tired, and was severely injured by love, really hurt, why ah? I do not how you change? there are only two months, December 28, 2009 is my 23-year-old birthday when my story will be concluded , I am sorry, I wish you a happy life