求歌词翻译，虽然我能把每一句歌词直译出来，但是我实在不知道这首歌想表达的意思，求更给力的翻译

如题，毕竟歌词这东西有些时候不能靠直译来理解，可惜我的英语水平还没好到足以看明白这首歌词想表达的意思的程度。求给力的翻译！

这首歌是Atryeu乐队的gallows

歌词如下：
This life starts with a heartbeat
Is it beat, beat, beat, beat, beating me down
Like the loser I am?

I can't help but to see
That success scares the living shit outta me
Like the loser I am

Every time I walk away
Every word I ever say

Restless, chasing shadows
Choices, facing gallows pole
Are you hanging by a thread
Or swinging from the rope?

Don't think we don't see your scars
Are you afraid of who you are?
Are you afraid of who you are?

Denial, a subtle burn
Is it burn, burn, burn, burn, burning me out
Or feeding the flames?

Spread out the ash, pretend to see
That you can still find some value in me
Or just feed the flames

Every time I walk away
Every word I'd ever say

Restless, chasing shadows
Choices, facing gallows pole
Are you hanging by a thread
Or swinging from the rope?

Don't think we don't see your scars
Are you afraid of who you are?

Oh my God, what am I afraid of
Success or not having what it takes?
Oh my God, I am afraid of me
And everything that brings

Restless, chasing shadows
Choices, facing gallows pole
Are you hanging by a thread
Or swinging from the rope?

Don't think we don't see your scars
Are you afraid of who you are?
Afraid of who you are
Are you afraid of who you are?

好的。。我来试试，正在翻译= 3 = （先听了一遍，囧，这算金属么？）

　　gallows：绞刑架

　　This life starts with a heartbeat
　　这条命始于一个心跳
　　Is it beat, beat, beat, beat, beating me down
　　是这种击打，击打，击打，击倒了我么?
　　Like the loser I am?
　　我这样一个失败者？

　　I can't help but to see
　　我无法避免的看到
　　That success scares the living shit outta me
　　成功变为一种恐惧（1）
　　Like the loser I am
　　我这样的人 渣（以下还是翻为失败者吧。。）

　　Every time I walk away
　　我离开的每一次
　　Every word I ever say
　　我说过的每句话

　　Restless, chasing shadows
　　急躁，追逐着影子
　　Choices, facing gallows pole
　　选择，面对绞刑架
　　Are you hanging by a thread
　　你是否不绝如缕
　　Or swinging from the rope?
　　又或是荡着绳子

　　Don't think we don't see your scars
　　别以为我们看不到你的疤
　　Are you afraid of who you are?
　　你是不是不敢面对自己？
　　Are you afraid of who you are?
　　你是不是害怕自己？

　　Denial, a subtle burn
　　拒绝，一种微妙的灼伤
　　Is it burn, burn, burn, burn, burning me out
　　是这种烧，烧，烧，烧尽了我
　　Or feeding the flames?
　　还是成为了火焰的饲料？（这里没翻译好。道歉……）

　　Spread out the ash, pretend to see
　　散开灰烬，假装看见
　　That you can still find some value in me
　　看见我还有某些价值
　　Or just feed the flames
　　还是成了火焰的饲料

　　Every time I walk away
　　我离开的每一次
　　Every word I'd ever say
　　我说过的每句话

　　Restless, chasing shadows
　　急躁，追逐着影子
　　Choices, facing gallows pole
　　选择，面对绞刑架
　　Are you hanging by a thread
　　你是否不绝如缕
　　Or swinging from the rope?
　　又或是荡着绳子

　　Don't think we don't see your scars
　　你以为我们看不见你的疤么？
　　Are you afraid of who you are?
　　你是不是在怕你自己？

　　Oh my God, what am I afraid of
　　哦买噶，我在怕什么
　　Success or not having what it takes?
　　成败还是没实力？
　　Oh my God, I am afraid of me
　　哦买噶，我在我自己
　　And everything that brings
　　还有自己带来的一切

　　（然后再重复副歌）

　　（1）这，living shit outta其实是给力的骂人- -不译了

　　话说，这是LZ给俺推荐歌了哈哈。不错不错。希望能看懂吧~ 有几个地方译的有点别扭咳咳。

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既然你都知道意思了，我就不翻了~ 一般这种歌都是表达一种厌世的感觉，就好像很绝望一样，在死亡的边缘挣扎的感觉，仿佛生命是无趣的充满痛苦的，就是这种歌的风格。 我感觉吧，是对这个病态世界的抗争和表达不满吧~~把内心的黑暗面赤裸裸的表达出来~ 其实我蛮喜欢这些歌的，感觉总是绝望中充满抗争，黑暗的美。 个人见解哈~~(>^ω^<)