我骂她是因为一开始我觉得她是一个特别不讲理的人，而且我已经失去振亚了，不想再失去你了，如果这样的话，给我的打击太大了，我不能接受，我知道这么做是我的不对，做法有些偏激（英语高手者请进，英文怎么翻译？）

我骂她是因为一开始我觉得她是一个特别不讲理的人，而且我已经失去振亚了，我不想再失去你了，如果这样的话，给我的打击太大了，我接受不了，我知道这么做是我的不对做法有些偏激英语怎么翻译？

I scolded for a start,bacause I think she is not particularly unreasonable peason.And I have lost Zhengya.I do not want to lose you.If so ,I cannot accept.I know to do so is my wrong.My approach is somewhat radical.

I called her bad names because I thought from the very beginning that she was an unreasonable person. I have lost Zhenya already. I don't want to lose you, too. It will knock me down if anything bad happens to you. I can never take it. I know it is wrong and a bit extreme to do so...

不会用英语的，成绩不好。帮不了你。