痕迹...
记得以前说过沙子在手指间注定不能停留太久，它迟早是要滑落下来的！因为它是沙漠不可缺的一部分，可是我为什么总是要和整个沙漠对抗呢？难道是我在井里停留太久却看不到井外的无奈和艰辛吗？想起以前努力奋斗去实现我的想法，可是我还是被现实打的好惨，最近父母又逼婚了，说老大不小了，该找个女朋友了，听到这些我心里很难受，有时在亲朋好友使劲给我介绍对象的时候，我心里都是你！我使劲把这个感觉忘掉，实在太难了，就像钉子钉在木头上，可木头上被钉上的伤痕却永远不能恢复！就像我们一样，我们对各自留下的伤痕却像个印记一样烙印在了心里！但回忆起来却是那么美好
小时候我耳朵听力和别人不一样从而造成了我的性格扭曲。别人很难理解我，我也不需要别人来理解，走进了社会发现太多都是我不能选择的。也许是我没有经历过一些磨难和挫折我真实的心性没有显现出来。别人都说我有礼貌，善良，乐于帮助人，可是我知道这是我外在不得已的表现而已。我从不认为我就是一个是好人，但也不是一个坏人。看现在毕业了走进社会参加工作了，没啥激情了，也乐于安于现状，心里比较抵触陌生的人和新的东西，可这些由不得我选择，难道真的像某人说的一句话一样，“是生活选择我们，还是我们选择生活”.
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I remember have said before, the sand between the fingers are destined not to stay too long, it is to fall down sooner or later! Because it is the indispensable part of the desert, but why I always had to fight against it and the whole desert? Is it because I stay too long in the well can not see well outside the helplessness and hardships do? It reminds me to strive to realize the idea, but I still have been the real fight好惨, recently forced the parents, saying Laotaibuxiao, and the find a girlfriend, and hear my heart is difficult to subject to, and sometimes friends and family energetically give me an object, when my heart is you! I energetically forget this feeling is really too difficult, like nails in the wood, it can be nailed on the wood, but the scars will never be restored! Like us, our own scars left behind are like a stamp imprinted on the mind, like! However, it is so beautiful memories together
A child my ears hearing and not the same as others, resulting in distortion of my personality. Others is difficult to understand me, and I do not want others to understand it, into the community is that I can not find too much choice. Perhaps I have not gone through some hardships and setbacks I did not show up the true nature of mind. Someone said I polite, kind, happy to help people, but I know that this is my last resort, the performance of the external only. I do not think I was a good guy, but not a bad person. See now graduated into the community to participate in work, lacks passion, and are happy to status quo, and my heart more conflict with unfamiliar people and new things, but these beyond the control of my choice, really, like, like someone say, , "the life choices to us or we choose life."