英语翻译Why I so feel this wayWhen I know there is nothing left

英语翻译
Why I so feel this way
When I know there is nothing left to say
shouldn’t be I loved you in the first place
Wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you
with the pain that you put me thorough
but ah…
that’s the reason why I still miss you
no matter how hard I try

为什么我会感觉这样
当我知道已经没什么可说的了.
我不该首先爱你
希望将你彻底遗忘
试图告诉自己我应该恨你
因为你给我的伤痛
但是……
因为无论我如何努力
我还是想你