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His making me sorry and ashamed
can't let me face he pays me to my draw a beautiful blue print of of to let to me so much I broken up three years of the engagement be also been very strange by me to forget of the cleaned out want to see him to hope on April 12 …….
I also don't know what I can also hope to hope him to lead also dare not to ask him very much.(you recently like)

他让我遗憾和羞愧
不能让我面对他支付我到我的画的美丽，让我这么多我打破了3年的蓝图，参与的也很奇怪的，我会忘记对清理出希望看到他4月12日的希望... ...。
我也不知道我还可以希望，希望他领导也不敢问他非常。（您最近喜欢）

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他让我难过,蒙羞 　　不能让我面对他付钱给我画一张美丽的蓝图,让我的太多,我打破了三年的接触也很奇怪,我忘记打扫想看到他希望在4月12日……。 　　我也不知道,我也希望能够希望他也不敢问他非常好。(你最近喜欢)。