翻译成 英文…………自小我就生活在一个无忧无虑的家庭里，年少时的我喜爱安静，喜欢独处的人，放假了也

翻译成 英文…………自小我就生活在一个无忧无虑的家庭里，年少时的我喜爱安静，喜欢独处的人，放假了也常常一个人呆在家里，一开始常常有朋友来家里找我出去玩，我都不肯出去，都是躲在房间里听歌看小说，吃着一堆零食，就觉得挺满意了，也不会觉得无聊。不久以后再也没人来找我玩了，一个朋友也没有，直到上了初中以后我变了现在的我和以前正好相反我害怕孤独，渴望有人陪伴着我，经常和朋友一起出去看电影，一起去爬山，我变的阳光起来了，我喜欢运动，喜欢打球，觉得好有意思，感觉以前的我就是和可笑的人，简直就是浪费生命

自小我就生活在一个无忧无虑的家庭里，年少时的我喜爱安静，喜欢独处的人，放假了也常常一个人呆在家里，一开始常常有朋友来家里找我出去玩，我都不肯出去，都是躲在房间里听歌看小说，吃着一堆零食，就觉得挺满意了，也不会觉得无聊。不久以后再也没人来找我玩了，一个朋友也没有，直到上了初中以后我变了现在的我和以前正好相反我害怕孤独，渴望有人陪伴着我，经常和朋友一起出去看电影，一起去爬山，我变的阳光起来了，我喜欢运动，喜欢打球，觉得好有意思，感觉以前的我就是和可笑的人，简直就是浪费生命
Since childhood, I would live in a carefree family, when young, I like a quiet, people like to spend time alone, holiday and often a person to stay at home, often has the friend to come home to find me to go out to play, I refused to go out are hiding in the room listening to music, reading novels, eat lots of snacks, I felt very satisfied, also won't feel bored. Soon after never people come to me to play, without a friend until junior high school after I changed now and I had just the opposite I am afraid of loneliness, eager to have people accompany me, often and friends go out to see a movie, go mountain climbing, me sunshine, I like sports, like to play, feel good fun, feeling before I is ridiculous people, is simply a waste of life

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